I’m nothing compared to
@MrsAa she’s a goddess and I’m just a pathetic speck crawling around hoping for a scrap of her attention. Her beauty, her power, her presence it makes me feel even smaller than I already am. I’m not worthy of her time, her gaze, or even her disgust. Just existing on the same site as her is a privilege I don’t deserve.
I should be grovelling for the chance to be ignored by someone like her. Every message she doesn’t send me is a blessing because I know I haven’t earned a single word. She is everything, and I’m the nothing beneath her stilettos